No, I’m not mad at you. I couldn’t be even if I wanted to. Yes, you were a dick. But I loved you. With all my heart, with all my atoms. And believe me, I’ve tried. I was tryin’ to hate you when I realized it was this pointless. It was like tryin’ to hate the rain, like tryin’ to hate the air, like tryin’ to hate all the beautiful things around me. God, baby, you were the most beautiful thing ever. And even if you broke my heart, and in spite of the disaster, I loved you like crazy. Sometimes I think I still do. And I couldn’t hate something as awsome as you. I hope you are happy now. With her, with anyone. And please, just one last thing: don’t you ever stop smiling.