I'm not talkin' bout sadness.
Sadness is when you can't make it to see a friend,
or when you feel deeply alone on a cold winter day.

I'm talkin' about something else,
something bigger.
It's a sorrow, deep inside your soul,
that you can't erase.
Constantly punchin' you,
makin' you feel so desperate,
so lost,
so broken.

It's like a part of you is missin',
and will be missin' forever.
That ache, that fuckin' ache,
that won't go,
and you know you'll have to carry it with you,
till the end of time,
till the end of space.

I'm talkin' about,
that fuckin' urge,
to grab your bowels,
and throw them out of you,
'cause you can't bear,
the weight of them,
holdin' you down, breakin' you down,
slowly,
destroyin' you.